The author

The Admonister is the alter ego of some larger ego afflicted with a compulsive need for inspiration and purpose in a universe devoid of either.

The Admonister spent years toiling through study, career, and social pretences while yearning for liberation and clarity. The Admonister tried every flavour of self-help quackery with increasing desperation.

The turning point

Yours Insufferably is what happens when the gloves come off.

When the wait for inspiration finally spoils into exasperation.

When yet another naïve, pointless self-help journey collapses under the slightest existential doubt.

When "fixing yourself so that real life can finally begin" escalates from a personal qualm to a full-blown war on existence.

The tool

Yours Insufferably is a quill as sharp as a razor, cutting through delusions to expose harsh truths hidden beneath layers of toxic positivity.

It is a swan song in prose by a starved soul. A rebellion against purpose through mental self-flagellation. An anti-project existing solely to defeat itself, its author, and the universe.

It does not avoid the abyss — it stares into it until it looks away.

The other tool

You're here because you cling to words like motivation, purpose, and inspiration — but by the blade rather than the hilt.

You're here to tear apart the delusions that trap you between a dreamworld of possibility and a stagnant reality.

You're here to turn your insufferable train-wreck of a life into a wrecking ball against the universe — and swing it.